Sooo…there you are in Vegas without me. Guess it does not really matter where you are without me I would still feel the same way, lonely. I find it kind of ironic how when we are home together and just about had enough of each other’s company that when you are gone I miss you so terribly much. You are so busy with work here lately I feel like you might be a little stressed about being gone all the time and I guess I don’t always make it easy on you when you are home. Hey, guess what? We are going to go on an extremely cool vacation and may have some time to…reconnect.

They say absence make the heart grow fonder. I guess they expect you to have a strong heart, one without worries or cares, sorrows or strife. Really I believe all marriages suffer through becoming strong, bonded and respectful, holding each other in a position of honor. What a hard thing for us. Maybe absence is good to show us what life would be like without the other in our worlds. How sad. I know we get irritated with each other but there are so many times I feel safe and taken care of with you just there, there with me even if we are not talking. You fill a role of secure caretaker, safe-keeper, strong provider and wonderful father. I really pray one day we can serve other roles in each other’s lives such as truly best-friends.

Hurry home My Love. Missing you.