December 29th 2009. This was the last time I visited this site...
Odd how you can miss yourself once you return to see your thoughts, feelings and emotions. Lately I feel like I no longer know who I am or what I stand for as I twirl about this thing called life. Never really paying attention to the things that really matter but superficially managing it all.
Superficial - concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; not deep or penetrating emotionally or intellectually.
This is what I am because I have let priorities fade like the color of summer leaves drifting into fall. It brings about a sense of sadness of things missed, lost and surenderd; things left unsaid, uncompleted and unnurtured. A place of guilt and severe sadness as you come to realize the damage superficial lives can cause.
